i am truly amazed at how many people read these things... thank you all so much for caring and following me in this journey!
after that day.. i told God that i need help... i need someone i can speak german with... to find support... and to work and pay off loans.
later that day..... yes, THAT DAY, my dad and i went to a church picnic and it was amazing. i met a german exchange student... he said i had perfect grammar... a couple people said that they would like to support me when i go back to germany if God provides... then i was asked if i wanted to make some money roofing a house the next day!
HA! all three answered, just like that!
so... yesterday i had lunch with an amazing man with wisdom and love. he confronted me asking if i was praying for what i needed. i realized that i was praying in a general sort of way... but not naming specifics. so....
Father, thank You for all You have done in my life. for blessing me so much. i pray that these school loans would be paid off soon! that support would be raised to return home to berlin, and i would continue to learn german and about the history. and in all of this... may my heart become more like Yours, and may i become more of the person You created me to be. thank You that i don't need to do this alone.. and help me not to. and all those who are in the same situation as me.. that You for being with them too! You are amazing. thank You for providing all i need... all the time! in Jesus name, Amen!
tomorrow... by His grace, i am getting a ride up to rapid to be with my mom, friends and family for a week before heading back to washington.
honestly i have no idea what to expect or how it will all work out... but please keep praying that i can keep Him and His people first... above myself and my needs. He truly loves us and i want to love others that way!
that 'plan' is to continue to learn german.. study.. maybe work... and build relationships and support.
but we'll see what He has in mind. :)
Achso,
another thing to be praying for is to be more radical for Christ... that i could speak boldly and trust in Him completely. that others could see Him in me. less of me, more of Him!
over the past days that i have been visiting my father, we have gone to church or some ministry each day. i had the honor of sharing about ywam at the last two and tonight as well. the slide show is finished.. but i look to redo it... some of the slide are too fast... you can check it out at Berlin dts 09
thank you again for your prayers and i pray that God would show you His heart. that you could be encouraged by all that is around you. that He would continue to surround you with His people and that they will show an accurate representation of Him. He is soooo good and oh that we could know Him more. that we could trust Him more. that we could see others as He sees them.. or believe with the faith of a mustard seed. may we act in faith... doing things that can only be explained by His great glory and faithfulness. He loves us and i am being convinced more and more that does have the best for us! Er ist treu!
i pray all of this in His Sons name, Jesus Christ our redeemer!
blessings to all of you and if i can be praying for you too.... let me know.
He hears our prayers!
viel liebe, israel